Take it or leave it.

27 12 2009

A long time ago…:

Just thought I’d give you guys a quick update… I completely removed my old web site.  It’s official: I’ve moved in!

A while back:

It’s been a while since I’ve posted anything. Mostly because not much has happened. I just feel kinda “meh :/ ” (if you know what I mean). I’m finding it really hard to write anything, as nothing comes to mind. In fact, this post is a compilation of several weeks of thought, Ironically, It’s still pretty empty.

More recently:

Christmas has come and gone. To some extent I just want to say “phew! finally over!” Yea, it was pretty much just as it’s been for the past 19 years. Only there’s less money to spend on the more commercialism. I got my dad this shirt that has a picture of The Grinch, that says “I must find some way to keep Christmas from coming.” The Grinch My dad starts ”dreading” Christmas early on in the holiday season. Mostly because of all the materialism and commercialism, and the selfish attitudes that are becoming more and more dominant each season. Anyway, the shirt makes me think of how Dr. Seuss, was definitely on the right track (although missing the real point of the holiday). He still reminds us that it’s not about what we get for Christmas, or even what we give. It’s how it’s given or received; it’s not about the presents or the feasting. And above all else… it’s not about yourself.  It’s been very nice having time to hang out with my sister though.  She’s gone to college in the winter and I’m usually gone in the summer.  So over the last two years I’ve probably only seen her less than a month, total.  We’ve had a lot of fun over the course of the Christmas season.  It’ll be sad when she goes back to Nashville. 😦

Probably tomorrow (or sometime after that):

Once again I’m faced with that age-old question. What am I going to do with my life.  I keep telling my self to take it one step at a time, but is that really helping?  I think my problem is that I keep waiting for something obvious to come up and kick me in the face.  “If one is to go skydiving, one must first jump out of the plane.  And then trust that the chute will be there when you need it.”  There seems to be so much that I’d like to do, that sometimes I feel paralyzed by it all.  I’m not very good at prioritizing you see.

Lord willing I’ll be back up in Redcloud this spring for another round of Outdoor Education that’ll at least keep me busy until may.

I’m tired of wrapping things up:

Well,  That’s about it.  It’s been a little too soggy and wet outside to play airsoft.  So my source of entertainment has been limited to lot’s of music, getting whomped at Xbox, playing my mom’s Wii that she got for her B-day and ,of course, the ever-addicting, always present, online social network, affectionately known as: facebook.   That being said.  I’m going to call it a night.  Will I go skydiving tomorrow?



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